Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
bored bored bored~.~ ~.~
without u....school life is bored....
sumone was asking me wat is the definition of friends??
mayb when u in trouble time the one who wil alwaz care and help u....
when u hav any problem,he/she will appear no matter on the net or wat...
when u need voice out sumthings to a person she/he can lend u their ear...
they wont complain tat feel bored when hear u complaining this and that~~
they will alwaz there with u..~~
~the end~
now im trying to start a new life 4 myself~
and giving myself to a chance to love my schooling life~~
but its does not work...
hate hate hate hate schooling life after sum unhappy things happen between me and my friends since last year....no meaning tat i still study in tat school~~
hope mum really can transfer me to the another school...
mayb tat i will be more happy....
coz totally begin with a new life....
a new me and making new friends.....
if the things all really can went bac to when im 13,
i hope i nvr go to that school study....
really regret so much that when form4 time nvr transfer to the sekolah teknik......
but,whatever i say i wan,oso no use....
time goes will nvr bac....
without u....school life is bored....
sumone was asking me wat is the definition of friends??
mayb when u in trouble time the one who wil alwaz care and help u....
when u hav any problem,he/she will appear no matter on the net or wat...
when u need voice out sumthings to a person she/he can lend u their ear...
they wont complain tat feel bored when hear u complaining this and that~~
they will alwaz there with u..~~
~the end~
now im trying to start a new life 4 myself~
and giving myself to a chance to love my schooling life~~
but its does not work...
hate hate hate hate schooling life after sum unhappy things happen between me and my friends since last year....no meaning tat i still study in tat school~~
hope mum really can transfer me to the another school...
mayb tat i will be more happy....
coz totally begin with a new life....
a new me and making new friends.....
if the things all really can went bac to when im 13,
i hope i nvr go to that school study....
really regret so much that when form4 time nvr transfer to the sekolah teknik......
but,whatever i say i wan,oso no use....
time goes will nvr bac....
Sunday, January 24, 2010
its to0 hard 4 me......
to do these things all.....
i rather ran away from it....
nt i dun dare to face it..
is i wan to face it and others dowan it...
wat can i do???
can any1 tells me???
answer is yes....jz one girl...tell me this things...
if wan find a friend tat understand our mind is hard to find it....
the person tat always understand me was my parents and my family...
they noe my everyrhings bout me...
although 2day i fight or argue vf my parents,
finally i oso wil call them mummy and daddy...
and they oso will love me lik last time....
so wat should i do nw is appreciate wat i hav right now....
everythings jz let it go..
this year is my last year of my schooling life...
so make it fun...
she say she wan me hapi alwaz^^
and i hav do it to0..
but sumtime i really cnnt laugh and smile it....
mayb its to0 hard to me to do it...
but thx god....
gt u as my best friends...
u mean lots to me friend...
dear.....thx lots....
really proud of u....
lucky coz i hav such a nice and good friend appear in my life...
help me...
the same things tat i wan to tell u is....
i will alwaz there vf u...when u need me...
or need a person tat accompany u...
wont let u feel lonly anymore~~
^^
to do these things all.....
i rather ran away from it....
nt i dun dare to face it..
is i wan to face it and others dowan it...
wat can i do???
can any1 tells me???
answer is yes....jz one girl...tell me this things...
if wan find a friend tat understand our mind is hard to find it....
the person tat always understand me was my parents and my family...
they noe my everyrhings bout me...
although 2day i fight or argue vf my parents,
finally i oso wil call them mummy and daddy...
and they oso will love me lik last time....
so wat should i do nw is appreciate wat i hav right now....
everythings jz let it go..
this year is my last year of my schooling life...
so make it fun...
she say she wan me hapi alwaz^^
and i hav do it to0..
but sumtime i really cnnt laugh and smile it....
mayb its to0 hard to me to do it...
but thx god....
gt u as my best friends...
u mean lots to me friend...
dear.....thx lots....
really proud of u....
lucky coz i hav such a nice and good friend appear in my life...
help me...
the same things tat i wan to tell u is....
i will alwaz there vf u...when u need me...
or need a person tat accompany u...
wont let u feel lonly anymore~~
^^
if can...i really wana to 4get everythings in my life......
really hard 4 me facing tiz problem all.....
i hav no any idea to face it.....
i have start regret....
regret...
regret....
y i so trust u all....
and finally wat hav i get???
nth....
zero....
empty...
hurt~~
no idea...
every1 was tolding me tat 2009 was a history in my life and can 4get it...
well.....
i think tat mayb i can do it ta too...
but the same problem was trouble me again and again....
i really get bored of it,....
really wana stop it...
hate it so much...
can sumeone appear in my life and help me...
i really need help...
i noe tat every single person have to facing sum problem in their life...
jz which kind of problem tat they facing??
i really duno wat to do right nw??
so i pretend duno everythings....
but did u al noe tat i really tired vf tat??
no 1 noe tat....
day after day....
i feel getting tired and bored...
hope really can hide inside my room 4ever...
dun go out....
i hope i can do tat...
i already dun care how ppl see me...
u all jz do or jz say whatever u all wan.....
i jz wan to be myself...
myself without u all....
really hard 4 me facing tiz problem all.....
i hav no any idea to face it.....
i have start regret....
regret...
regret....
y i so trust u all....
and finally wat hav i get???
nth....
zero....
empty...
hurt~~
no idea...
every1 was tolding me tat 2009 was a history in my life and can 4get it...
well.....
i think tat mayb i can do it ta too...
but the same problem was trouble me again and again....
i really get bored of it,....
really wana stop it...
hate it so much...
can sumeone appear in my life and help me...
i really need help...
i noe tat every single person have to facing sum problem in their life...
jz which kind of problem tat they facing??
i really duno wat to do right nw??
so i pretend duno everythings....
but did u al noe tat i really tired vf tat??
no 1 noe tat....
day after day....
i feel getting tired and bored...
hope really can hide inside my room 4ever...
dun go out....
i hope i can do tat...
i already dun care how ppl see me...
u all jz do or jz say whatever u all wan.....
i jz wan to be myself...
myself without u all....
Sunday, January 17, 2010
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