how long i nvr feel tat hapi??
i duno....
is really hard to hide my emotion...
i feel tat after i did the operation,i change alot...
i cnt stand vf my anger...
and now even more hot temper......
huh~ how can i control my emotion???
i admit tat i really really veli hot temper.....
i will get mad veli easy.....
since i step in my secondary school life,i already try to control alot....when i feel angry or wat,i jz keep quiet and drink water or go wash my face....
but these fews day i really cnnt stand vf my anger d....
everytime i think of that,i started to get angry.....
started to feel geram...
i noe u sengaja did these things....
and wat i wan to tell u is
i oso not easy to bully....
u do me once i will pay bac you TWICE!!!!!!!!
dun let me get the chance......BEWARE！！！！

a scary memories in my life....

i nvr told much of my friends bout the reason tat i absent for so many days.....
the reason tat i dowan told them is i duno how to told....
the day after cuming bac to school.....
i started worried bout wat thing will hapen the day after tomolo....
i quite scare......
becoz i need to go operation....
huh~a month ago i think.....
a day before,my mum bring me go to sunway to relax myself...
but actually how i wan to clam down myself???
im so scare.....
i cant sleep for the whole nite...
when i wake up and prepared everything....
my mum bring me go to the hospital and be ready...
omg!! my hand is shivering....
after tat,they ask me to change the shirt and be prepared for my turn....
ya.....when im entering the operation room,omg....so damn cold....
i cnnt stand vf tat temperature..freezing......
after tat i saw a doctor cum toward to me and talking to me...actually he jz wan to take my attention and he wan to put the needle in my nerve....
after tat they stick sumthing on my body....then they giv me smell the oxygen gas while the doctor inject and let me fully sleep before the operation begin.....
1....2... not even 3 i already sleep....
before they send me out,they need wait me to wake up....
i can heard my heard beat on the CRO there.......
then after i wake up but i still cnnt open my eyes and move my hand..i jz can heard wat they said........
the feeling so damn scary....
then i force myself to wake up.....
after around an hour,i wana go to toilet...they dun let me cum down...then i cheat them i already ok d...
but once i stand up,omg....the image tat appear in my eyes all inverted......
huh~lastly i cnt beat the 'power' of the medicine....
finally i fall asleep....
ytd was my last last time go to see the doctor for the last time...congraz me...
i had fully recover...
im so damn damn hapi...
but my mum said still hav to vege for another two month...OMG!!!!!

i totally feel disappointed vf u...i have no any comment bout u...
i hopes im the one tat wrong alwaz not u....
i treat u tat good..but result???
wat did i get???
a best friend???
or im ur slave???
没错，我是很喜欢班的几个朋友。。那又怎样？？
我很不喜欢人家对我大小声。。你以为你是谁？？
我很讨厌。。。
你不喜欢人家对你大小声，那么你觉得我会喜欢吗？？
你别老是讲人家。。。。看看自己是否完美然后再来讲。。。
那天，你说我讲你的分数给别人听。。
那么你今天呢？？？你却在那么多人的面前讲我的分数？那么。。。你就很高尚吗？
也许你那么认为吧？？
谢谢你。。。一路的陪伴。。。。
谢谢你让我成长。。。
谢谢你让我懂你的真面目。。。
失望跟心痛是少不了的。。。
也好，
让我少于你接触，以免在产生磨察。。。。