i'm such a fool

nowadays......

i feel like i cnt trust the person beside me....

i rather keep everything in my heart.....

i feel so unsafe.....

keeping the thing in my heart more safe...

nobody will noe.....

im the one and only one tat noe the thing.....

and i cn decrease the sadness and hurt.....

i duno should i do that? ....

since the day tat i decide to gi up u....

one year friendship and few month..........\

i swear to myself tat i should not be so soft anymore....

i have no confident to do anything and any decision anymore....

i feel lik so hard......

wat meaning for life????

im jz a little human in tiz world...

nobody will realize tat im in tiz world.....

even myself...

i duno....

did i lonely???

did i happy??

did i sad???

when should i let go???

when should i open my heart???

when should i trust and believe ppl???

i have no idea.....

everything is ok if im hurt.......
i have no feeling anymore start from today.......
i will not drop a single drop of tears...........................

because im tired.......

i really really tired.........