11/12/2010 a crazy day ever in my life

today goin to gurney vf andy and khang wei....
both of them are my primary school friends....
v go jeti to take ferry to penang and take bus to go gurney.....
oh no...first time i take ferry.....
still ok....not bad....
when reach penang,there is no bus for us to go gurney...so v take taxi....
first time too....
after tat,v walk along the road side there....
after tat,duno y so ki siao....
v suggest tat walk from gurney to jeti...
omg!!!! crazy d......
v walk.....
quite enjoy actually from the begining but at last leg start pain.....
v take around more than 1hours to reach jeti....
can siao d.....i nvr think tat i will do tat.....

the days after my exam

yes....finally finish exam...
after biology exam consider merdeka d...yahooo..hurray...
so i m goin to find a job......
but duno gt ppl wan to upah me or nt..
haiz...
thx ee wern mother tat fetch me go...

go watch narnia vf my ''mummy''....
the movie jz nice...for me,coz i dun hav the mood to watch d.....
coz my ''best friend'' cum tat day...
make till me so damn not feeling well.......
my back so damn damn pain......
thx to pandanol tat help me release my pain,although not release tat much but at lease let me can walk here and there....
thx for your present...^^
i will take good care of it.....
the best present tat i get ......lub it...

the last day to school

sorry for long time din update my blog....
12/11/2010
the most sad day in my schooling life....
i feel so down and i cnt sleep the whole nite...
the days tat i most scare already cum d......
finally...
i damn ''berat hati'' to leave the school....
actually is berat hati all my friends......
tat days i duno y i so emotional.....my tears drop down.....
i duno y...
i cnnt control it anymore.......
actually after tat i dun have any feeling tat make me feel sad anymore....
not to said im cold blood or wat...
is should face the fact tat i already 18soon.....
and i had took my spm exam...so...jz accept the truth....

how long i nvr feel tat hapi??
i duno....
is really hard to hide my emotion...
i feel tat after i did the operation,i change alot...
i cnt stand vf my anger...
and now even more hot temper......
huh~ how can i control my emotion???
i admit tat i really really veli hot temper.....
i will get mad veli easy.....
since i step in my secondary school life,i already try to control alot....when i feel angry or wat,i jz keep quiet and drink water or go wash my face....
but these fews day i really cnnt stand vf my anger d....
everytime i think of that,i started to get angry.....
started to feel geram...
i noe u sengaja did these things....
and wat i wan to tell u is
i oso not easy to bully....
u do me once i will pay bac you TWICE!!!!!!!!
dun let me get the chance......BEWARE！！！！

a scary memories in my life....

i nvr told much of my friends bout the reason tat i absent for so many days.....
the reason tat i dowan told them is i duno how to told....
the day after cuming bac to school.....
i started worried bout wat thing will hapen the day after tomolo....
i quite scare......
becoz i need to go operation....
huh~a month ago i think.....
a day before,my mum bring me go to sunway to relax myself...
but actually how i wan to clam down myself???
im so scare.....
i cant sleep for the whole nite...
when i wake up and prepared everything....
my mum bring me go to the hospital and be ready...
omg!! my hand is shivering....
after tat,they ask me to change the shirt and be prepared for my turn....
ya.....when im entering the operation room,omg....so damn cold....
i cnnt stand vf tat temperature..freezing......
after tat i saw a doctor cum toward to me and talking to me...actually he jz wan to take my attention and he wan to put the needle in my nerve....
after tat they stick sumthing on my body....then they giv me smell the oxygen gas while the doctor inject and let me fully sleep before the operation begin.....
1....2... not even 3 i already sleep....
before they send me out,they need wait me to wake up....
i can heard my heard beat on the CRO there.......
then after i wake up but i still cnnt open my eyes and move my hand..i jz can heard wat they said........
the feeling so damn scary....
then i force myself to wake up.....
after around an hour,i wana go to toilet...they dun let me cum down...then i cheat them i already ok d...
but once i stand up,omg....the image tat appear in my eyes all inverted......
huh~lastly i cnt beat the 'power' of the medicine....
finally i fall asleep....
ytd was my last last time go to see the doctor for the last time...congraz me...
i had fully recover...
im so damn damn hapi...
but my mum said still hav to vege for another two month...OMG!!!!!