Monday, May 23, 2011

深夜了。。。
我还在做什么???
当每个人都睡着了。。我却开始失眠了。。。
眼睛下有着黑圆圈和眼袋。。。
我开始想你了。。
常观察电话上是否有没有讯息。。。
就算有也不是你传来的。。。
好失望哦。。。。
如果能从来,
我宁愿不认识你。。
宁愿没有你的参与。。
那我的人生还可能会是完美的。。
如果没有认识你,
那我的人生只会有快乐没有伤心。。。
从伤心那里走出来不是一两天的事。。、
此时此刻我很痛苦。。。
我好像出来。。。
我很想从新开始过我的人生。。。
就伤心的日子总是要过去。。
我也只能说
因为你让我与往常不一样。。。
因为你我终于认识到真真实实的我。。。
很自私的一个行为。。
我想保持着先在的所有的一切。。
我再也不想被改变了。。。

Friday, May 20, 2011

my life will suck without snsd..
the only happiness tat i hav right now.......
leader of snsd kim taeyeon.......
members-->
jessica
sunny
tiffany
hyoyeon
yuri
soo young
yoona
seohyun...

Thursday, May 19, 2011

as wad i said i will nvr cry anymore.....but
i cnt do it.....
useless........
im so useless..........
no matter how long im will still wont forget u....
forever.....
i will nvr forget the pain.....
the hurt......
im so suffer....
nobody noe....
a big change in my life....
becoz of myself...
if wan blame jz blame im not good enough.....

i'm such a fool

nowadays......
i feel like i cnt trust the person beside me....
i rather keep everything in my heart.....
i feel so unsafe.....
keeping the thing in my heart more safe...
nobody will noe.....
im the one and only one tat noe the thing.....
and i cn decrease the sadness and hurt.....
i duno should i do that? ....
since the day tat i decide to gi up u....
one year friendship and few month..........\
i swear to myself tat i should not be so soft anymore....
i have no confident to do anything and any decision anymore....
i feel lik so hard......
wat meaning for life????
im jz a little human in tiz world...
nobody will realize tat im in tiz world.....
even myself...
i duno....
did i lonely???
did i happy??
did i sad???
when should i let go???
when should i open my heart???
when should i trust and believe ppl???
i have no idea.....
everything is ok if im hurt.......
i have no feeling anymore start from today.......
i will not drop a single drop of tears...........................
because im tired.......
i really really tired.........

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

18 years......
i know tat i had change alot...
from a little baby change into a teenager....
from tadika to college.....
attitude change from bad to worst....
i know tiz all....
i know i had change!!!!!
i jz change to sum1 tat i feel lik she/he cnt be my friends anymore.....
a friend......
a truth friend..
will nvr force a friend to do sumthing tat she/he dowan.....
i duno y......
i feel lik i wan to keep all my thing from u....
i dun lik you noe everything bout me.....
im trying to hide everything...
and the most important is im cold to u.......
dun u feel it....im avoiding u....
i avoid u...
i dun wish to cum out some word tat will hurt u.......
so i choose to avoid u...dowan reply u msg...
but...
u...
keep on find me.....
when i dowan to bother u..
u started to said i had change...
huh~~~
i dun lik to flash back the memories....
memories mean nothing to me.....
certain memories make ppl feel down....
crtain memories make ppl feel hapi...
u alwaz complain tat v are getting far compare to last time...
i duno...since last year i had less share my thing to u......
i choose to keep in my heart...
its more save to let u noe....
a little bit a little bit said i scold u...........
did i???
non at one...
i dun really lik to do sumthing tat hurt my friend.....
mayb u did it....so u terasa the word tat i wrote down....
i dowan noe ur thing..y u alwaz wan let me noe ur thing???
huh~
i had found sum1 tat really cn share my thing.......
i feel save with tat person when i share thing....
tat person will nvr betray me...i trust her alot.....
although i jz know her around 2year..
but the day tat i with her ,i will nvr forget it....
she really a nice friend...
a friend tat nvr change....
a friend tat alwaz willing to hear my thing.....giv me suggestion....
sumtime when v do sumthing,
v shall think of ppl..
not to said jz for funny funny....
a pic even a word...
can make a couple fight or break......
jz think it before u do smthing.......


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

永远的少女时代。。。

如果,
在这世界上没有了你的存在我还能那么开心吗???
如果,
没有你的声音我会习惯吗??
如果,
没有你我会每天对着电脑和电话的傻笑吗?
如果,
没有你我会幸福吗??
如果,
没有你我会寂寞吗???
如果,
没有你我的人生会有那么多欢笑吗???
如果,
没有你我晚上能入眠吗???
如果,
没有你的声音我会习惯吗???
如果,
没有你我会像傻瓜一样吗???

感谢你的存在。。。也许你可能一辈子都不会发现到我的存在。。。。
但,
我还是会默默地支持你。。。。
我会等到你来的那个时候。。。
默默地在台下看着你。。。
谢谢你。。。
你的存在让我很开心。。。
你的存在证明了。。
你可以让我觉得很满足。。
你的声音安抚不安的我。。。
第一次那么喜欢。。。
没有放弃过。。。
从2007 到现在。。。。
你们也慢慢的成为世界的焦点。。。
你们从来没有停下脚步。。。
以前喜欢,现在喜欢,以后也会喜欢。。。
永远的
少女时代~~~♥소녀시대





Thursday, May 5, 2011

already a year......
a year...i know you....
jz year i duno why i cnt forget you????
when i view your blog,i hope everything can bac to normal lik last year
but cnt...
i duno tat i cry how many time becoz of u....
i scare if one day really lost you,i duno wat should i do....
they day tat i worried had reach...make me so down for the whole month..
becoz of you,
my spm result drop....
all becoz of you.....
i know tat v cnt bac lik last time....
i still rmb the first time tat v sit together....the day tat v watch movie....
the way tat you care me....
but now everything had change....