its to0 hard 4 me......
to do these things all.....
i rather ran away from it....
nt i dun dare to face it..
is i wan to face it and others dowan it...
wat can i do???
can any1 tells me???
answer is yes....jz one girl...tell me this things...
if wan find a friend tat understand our mind is hard to find it....
the person tat always understand me was my parents and my family...
they noe my everyrhings bout me...
although 2day i fight or argue vf my parents,
finally i oso wil call them mummy and daddy...
and they oso will love me lik last time....
so wat should i do nw is appreciate wat i hav right now....
everythings jz let it go..
this year is my last year of my schooling life...
so make it fun...
she say she wan me hapi alwaz^^
and i hav do it to0..
but sumtime i really cnnt laugh and smile it....
mayb its to0 hard to me to do it...
but thx god....
gt u as my best friends...
u mean lots to me friend...
dear.....thx lots....
really proud of u....
lucky coz i hav such a nice and good friend appear in my life...
help me...
the same things tat i wan to tell u is....
i will alwaz there vf u...when u need me...
or need a person tat accompany u...
wont let u feel lonly anymore~~
^^

if can...i really wana to 4get everythings in my life......
really hard 4 me facing tiz problem all.....
i hav no any idea to face it.....
i have start regret....
regret...
regret....
y i so trust u all....
and finally wat hav i get???
nth....
zero....
empty...
hurt~~
no idea...
every1 was tolding me tat 2009 was a history in my life and can 4get it...
well.....
i think tat mayb i can do it ta too...
but the same problem was trouble me again and again....
i really get bored of it,....
really wana stop it...
hate it so much...
can sumeone appear in my life and help me...
i really need help...
i noe tat every single person have to facing sum problem in their life...
jz which kind of problem tat they facing??
i really duno wat to do right nw??
so i pretend duno everythings....
but did u al noe tat i really tired vf tat??
no 1 noe tat....
day after day....
i feel getting tired and bored...
hope really can hide inside my room 4ever...
dun go out....
i hope i can do tat...
i already dun care how ppl see me...
u all jz do or jz say whatever u all wan.....
i jz wan to be myself...
myself without u all....

也许如果没有你的存在就不会有现在的我。。。。
就是因为你我才懂得要珍惜你。。。
我一直都很珍惜你。。。。难道连这一点你也不知道吗？？
就从我喜欢上你的那一刻时候。。
但是你却不成注意我。。。
但是谢谢你给我的一切一切回忆。。
但是我不会再喜欢你了。。。。
从今天开始，我再也不会关心你的一切一切。。。
现在你只不过是我人生中的一个过客罢了

就像人们都挂在嘴边“行的一年象征着新的开始“
但我却不这么地认为。。。
不忍同。。。。
NO!!!!!!
XＳＥＴＵＪＵ！！！
就如２００９已经过去了。。。
再怎么样也不会回来了。。。
２０１０年就这样悄悄得来到每个人的身边。。。
２００９将会是历史了。。。
那么，我脑里说守着的历史也未免太不好了吧。。。
我只是希望。。。在２０１０年的每一天我都会很顺利的。。。

merry X'mas

w0w,merry x'mas to all my buddy......
muax....